There was a moment when we were talking about the purpose and causes of my too rapid burnout. And wow... a fundamental flaw in the chain was found, as it seems to me now. In achieving each of the goals it is necessary to go through a number of tasks, solving a lot of issues, including hundreds of movements and dozens of calls and letters.
Why is it that you don't want to move forward with the initial excitement and zeal, even achieving the goals you or you set? The point is that the result, especially when it is positive, should bring joy and/or pleasure. In my case, however, it is perceived as something normal, as a logical conclusion and something due. Trouble... Now I have to figure out how to correct my thinking and perception. Maybe that's why I don't like holidays? Hmm...