Emotional dependency

If even a through wound from betrayal or naive hopes cannot be closed in the "right" way, how can one close that completely intangible hole in a completely normal state of affairs?! It's a damn complicated creature - man. And, apparently, absolute happiness is only attainable by emotionally unstable people... sick people.

We're too emotionally dependent on people-drugs. It's like nicotine, nothing more. There's no physical addiction, just emotional. That's why doing business is a sure way to avoid the "addiction". That's what I thought... but what if it's already a physical addiction! How to be a person, when any business starts with a thought, judgment and evaluation not of you, but of the addict in your head? If you "hear" his opinion first before your own?

How long can one walk through a tunnel into the light to... to what? To savor once in a minute this person and breathe deeply and then freely... for a while. And after some time, when the mind is lightened from the effects of the psychotropic chedovan-drug, to realize about the "harmfulness" of this addiction.

Only conscious dosage and self-refusal at the right time can only bring about the beneficial effects of your man-drug.

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