It's been a long time since I used words like: I don't love, I don't want, I don't know, I don't believe, I can't be. Life is so incredible that absolutely everything can and is possible! Everything is possible!
"Life is sometimes richer than the wildest fantasies." © Roughton At the Museum of Body Anomalies you could see this for yourself.
It is impossible not to be surprised by what you see every day! The most ordinary thing suddenly becomes unique, because it appeared once and thanks to someone... suddenly! Most often things and objects have a random history. Suddenly wanted, suddenly happened, suddenly "seen/seen". As in the history of Asics (aka ASICS) - suction cups ? But that's another story.
There are no weaknesses in us! We were born for something and some of us will make history! Some are preserved by fate, I suppose, seeing the meaning in it. Someone is deprived of life, believing that his role and purpose has already been fulfilled for the years he has lived.
Many people are looking for themselves, their purpose and the meaning of existence, which may and most likely will remain a mystery until their last days. Life is a mystery, which you should be able to accept and not torture yourself with the constant question: "What is the meaning of my life?". It is better to fill your life with meaning and things that are important to you.
Everyone is unique, you, me, her, him - each to their own! You and your life are a story!