My life is strange, however... I laugh sarcastically sometimes, but... why is it like this? Always before I was able to predict events and the inevitability of certain outcomes, but now... I begin to be afraid to want something, because an unconsidered wish on a whim is more likely to be fulfilled than a thoroughly thought-out “vish”. And I guess that's the mystery of the dots in my head... you just have to want it! Have you seen how sweet the cat sleeps? Perfectly comfortable place, which he finds in any conditions, gives him a guaranteed opportunity to: a) fall asleep, b) wake up. The ability to sleep for n amount of time is a natural ability. Hmmm... something similar to what I'm experiencing right now. Perhaps I should envy myself... only something that persistently presses on my ambition and lacks a few bars in the “Jenga pyramid” is in the way.
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