Responsibility. An amazing sense of freedom or an endless desire to be lazy... or maybe an attempt to artificially put yourself in limits and incentivize to achieve some goals? Taking on and inventing "important" things for oneself is still some way of manipulation... even with oneself.
Another thing is when the concept of responsibility is akin to ambition, to a degree of pedantry. In this case, your responsibility leads to a concrete result. Which, by the way, you should be satisfied with.
Except that often the responsibility given to you has nothing to do with your desires, experience and responsibilities. Responsibility without interest leads to what will later be the root of the problem. A big one, if you don't realize the cause in time....
So let your responsibility be placed only to yourself and only within the framework of your favorite business. So that the result is so good that it warms you and strokes your head for months to come!