The path to nirvana and one's own desires

Sleepless night with heavy dreams... A mess inside, a swamp I'm drowning in. It hurts like hell to make a mistake or stand on the edge... So I decided to start this day by chasing the thoughts out of my head, not to think, just to plunge into nirvana. I got to where I wanted to go and for what I wanted to do.

It is impossible to see what lies ahead for sure, but... for the hundredth time I am ready to repeat myself - you just have to understand yourself first. Your desire... real and deep. Only such a desire has no “buts” and no other conditions, reservations and rules. Only such a desire will come true. I know mine... and I can see what lies ahead!

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