Influence of environment on personal development

Me, you, us, we, us, us, us... And everything turns out to be closely connected with the environment. It's true! The changes that took place with me that year bear fruit to this day. The acmeology of my consciousness or awareness of life and being is formed into a cube of tens of hundreds of axioms - a certain pathetic object.

In recent times I have ceased to understand anger, rage, resentment, envy, betrayal, greed and lies. When I encounter such things today, I am overcome with embarrassment. What is this? Why is this? Why? To do what? It is not only emotional, but also physical. There are no people near me who are tired - I am not tired either. There are no people around me who are sick - I'm not sick. There are no people who do not think - I do not think.

Apparently it's some kind of synchronization by serendipity. I want to be some kind of blockchain in such a society. I still feel pain and shame for "doing nothing". It feels like a resource is leaking through time to nowhere, even though it could do some good and/or make money. I hope that very soon I will be able to "mine" my potential with good dividends.

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