Keeping your balance

Somehow feeling particularly lousy about a situation that has squeezed your lungs and makes you cringe. More than ever, I'm looking forward to the weekend so I don't feel guilty and lost again. It's a disgusting state to be in when absolutely not even a percentage of potential is realized. And I'm sure it will only get worse from here on... I'm just curious: will I be able to wait for the desired outcome this time? The accumulated knowledge needs to be put into practice, but it doesn't always happen that the steps already calculated to the inch, you can start to blunder into reality in practice.

A position on the edge, holding the balance... Although nothing keeps from the decisive step. But it is not there only because ahead is a white field without horizon, and there will be no opportunity to stop. Where to go?

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