Create. We are truly realized, discovered and free when we create. The black as you see it, or exactly the same....
The work of, say, an accountant is important... although 2024 with the presence of AI... but that's another conversation... the taste for dry numbers, clear rules, formulas and standards has a place. Yes! It has its charm, but still life and no shades, sides, weights and many other things, therefore - go to the studio to paint a picture; go to the quiz - to snatch victory by brainstorming and erudition.
Not mechanical work, not addition, subtraction or sorting... New! Even if it is made of parts. The new creates a life in you, even if it is on paper, digital or sound. This, even if it is a small thing, is the result of trial and error, your first work, with crooked features, lapidary shades and shapes, but it is unique!
Each work of "creation" goes through a series of stages, each of which may fall into your completely random mood. You'll be incredibly happy with the result if "this is how I see it"... and each time, that "seeing" will take on the features and hand of a greater and greater master. Start creating! Create! This kind of work yields unique fruit.