I miss the stability

I've been thinking that I miss "Groundhog Day"... although by that term, I guess I still miss stability. Being sure of what tomorrow holds. Knowing everything about my business and vacations, being prepared. Oh yeah... no surprises, even pleasant ones.

Plans that fall apart for reasons beyond your control are your pain. After all, you could promise and then suddenly your word means nothing. You can't live autonomously without any vision, either - degradation. How different people are. It is amazing when someone is given a lot of things with incredible ease, and others have enough to live... a cozy life in their own world.

Amidst the variety and rainbow of manners, attitudes, ambitions and characters, yours is found! Unbelievable! Yours... a completely different person, even of a different age, sex and upbringing sees things in identical color. Even your arguments are similar.

Sunrise or sunset? Evil or good? Bad or good? Everything is the same in its variety... watching it, trying to understand it, is wildly entertaining.

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