Sincerity and the desire to be yourself

Life is wonderful with opportunities to be in any situations, roles and “skins”. You start to “short-circuit” or “become stupefied” from deja vu of behavior, emotions or feelings… Memories change the picture of things and you are no longer you, but the person who, just like you now, went through… heard, did and wished.

A disgusting trait of my character is intolerance. How the mind clearly, purely and specifically understands the behavior of people around me. How it partly separates choice and judgment, but... my emotions are intolerant of reasonable shouts, words, actions and body movements. I often talk about the need to #BeTypoByYOU and remain yourself, but alas... I break down, succumbing to the will of emotions, not even feelings... after all, as I have also said more than once, I form my attitude towards a person quite quickly. And this very attitude is extremely difficult to change... there have been attempts. No! I am in harmony with myself, so this is my assessment of a person. All that remains is to pull myself together and be myself not only in words, but also in deeds.

I sincerely want to ask forgiveness from those whom I may have offended, hurt feelings and disappointed with this or that action, word. It is difficult for me to accept the behavior of others, because I judge by myself... and here there are no options. And... everything is as usual - simple.

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