Life changes

I want to turn my life upside down. Something has to change. I don't like people, but I feel like I would love to attend a mass event. Standup, my ass! When will it be already?( I love quiet places and solitude, beautiful views and silence. However, I do miss exhibitions and theater. Completely level-headed and calm about alcohol, as suddenly I want to drink a delicious beer... or wine. Strongly love working out and the time afterward, but so lazy that I have to force myself to get out to the gym. I love apples, but I had to throw away the last three because they started to spoil.

There's some kind of breaking and rebuilding of myself going on somewhere inside of me. It's a sign-- pay attention! Something is about to happen. Although the only thing that remains constant to this day is coffee! With all that entails.

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