And yet # Autumn has its pluses, and Murmansk has beautiful sunsets. More precisely to say - the sky... it is somehow special. It is really close. You want to feel it. Uh... how is it?! ? - A "squeezable" sky with clouds.
This is not the first time I've caught myself wanting to embark on my second painting, to paint the sunset-sky this time.
At the level of psychosomatics, as it seems to me, I experience a deficit of solitude and silence - the desire to contemplate such beauty in silence, without thoughts, reasoning, analyzing, searching for solutions, etc... just to look! But it is hard to realize such a desire. Dozens of thoughts in my head are always fighting for the right to be the main/important/primary. Ok... as soon as the fight stops, having won the battle, the intellect starts to beat itself up: Ilya, you haven't done anything for 5 minutes and... you're not even going anywhere. Here I, having failed, give myself a linear acceleration.
You want to notice, you want to stop and enjoy such beauty... don't you! Even a seagull enjoys it, but you don't.....