Loneliness

When was the last time you were single? Truly alone... without colleagues, without parents, without second halves, without children. It is possible to artificially create such an atmosphere, I call it "days of silence". It is commonly believed that loneliness is the scourge of the modern world. There are so many of us, but we are lonely, although friends, relatives and colleagues are around. Why then? Loneliness is considered to be something heavy, sad, sad and... negative.

Is it bad, sad or hard when you are in no way dependent on those around you? I don't mean materially or even physically. Moral. Nothing and importantly, in this particular case - no one will affect your moods, plans, thoughts, decisions and so on... What do you mean "lonely"? Your worries in your head and hundreds of questions that go unanswered or fall into a cycle, generating more and more? Is it not loneliness to "spit them out" to someone? And here many will say - "That's exactly what loneliness is, when you have to share like this... without an answer". Well... why do you need yourself? If you can't understand yourself, you need so much advice or help in choosing. Who are you? And who is he/she whose opinion or advice will be the truth or step for you. Bullshit! A life of your own with no "ifs"...that's the freedom and power of it! That's the beauty of being "alone", when you have absolute power over yourself in your hands. If you want to do it, do it! Don't think - do it! You have already decided - by wanting.

Is it raining?
You're lying. You're the one who got water out of your eyes
you're pouring.
Under my ribs with my own hand
Knife:
As long as it's about him
to think.

All forgotten since then?
Nonsense. Step on the gas and pedal
At the point of emphasis
I don't care: hurricanes, thunderstorms,
Storm.
As long as he's got
to go.

Everything about him is a ban?
Bullshit. Then cease and desist
Light
Will you ever forget him?
No.
What, then.

To do?

© Tonya Kuzmich

Try giving yourself "days of silence"... I insist on that wording - give! It seems to me that if after those 3-4 days you don't "come back" with a full chest of air, clear eyes and love for life, then... there is definitely a trouble in you. Trouble in front of yourself. I've gotten away from "pity" since a while now, but...let it sound harsh - I feel sorry for those who are lonely alone with themselves.

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