Summer life audit

Get up and go. March promised to be tough on decisions and a willingness to make major changes, hardship, change. And so it did! Every loss, mistake, pain and deprivation is another life lesson, an experience with a price. Now enter April with new knowledge. Yes, people are rare... creatures after all!

The revision of one's own life takes place at an intense pace, because for so many years the archives on the shelves of the consciousness are betokom, in several rows and folders in folders. There is no reason to stop, and certainly no reason to waste time worrying, digging through the details: how one should have acted and when it should have been done.

Events are accepted as fact. A problem is solved only when it actually occurs. A new stage from scratch is just an excuse to do what you want many times faster, to get back to the same point now in a year, maybe a month. Now you know more, know how to do better, do it faster.

You'll never know what lies ahead,
But like in cheap training I'll tell you: get up and walk !
Stand up and walk-that's the only right way out and the only way in,
Stand up and walk, nervous exhale, deep breath,
Get up and walk, but not because you're expected somewhere,
And because the path without a path is the only true route!
Just go! Do you always have to have an ending?
Are you always waiting for someone to catch up with you?
Are you a suspect and need to prove it to everyone ?
Don't you get it, people have a mouth to judge!
Just get up and walk, from wherever you live now,
Stand up and look ! and you certainly won't find it,
That's the infinite beauty of you and us,
Rise and burn! Before one day the fire in you goes out.

Don't accuse, but don't make excuses to who?
Every one of us is deaf to the stranger, but alas not to him,
Just get up and walk, ask questions don't get an answer,
Formulate afresh, and seek many winters lose many years.

Eat a hearty breakfast, and give your dinner to the enemy, remember?
But if you don't have any enemies, have a vegetable stew--
And eat it! You want it for breakfast, you want it for lunch, you want it in the middle of the night,
You want to share it, or you can eat it yourself, or else...!
There's no difference! Our whole life is a mice's game,
Just get up and go get rid of the mental lice.

Stand up, please. Take a step above the abyss, above the void.
And the ground will lay itself under your foot.
Believe in yourself, in people, in Santa Claus. Believe!
People will act like crap, don't lock the door on them.
Open yourself up, dissolve yourself, give away a thousand little things,
It's going to hurt all the time and it won't help a carload of doctors,
But out of the pain of it will be born the best traits about you,
Out of this pain a new you will be born...!
And no bling, no money, no socializing,
There is no substitute for a girl's favorite, that tail pulling into a tight elastic band,
No commercials, no movies, and sorry to say, the reddest diploma ever.
There's no substitute for the warmth of a man who makes night seem like bright day.

It's just that everything you're told is drained out of the barrel,
People, hands, thoughts, mold you into an obedient fool,
Even this verse, which I read so that the veins of my pride swell up
Obviously pathetic and a little overblown.
Finish your dinner, call who you love, and don't listen to the hell out of my poems,
Where you're supposed to be, you're bound to be,
You want to get up, you want to walk.

© Jana Mkr.

People have inherent weaknesses, so we can rest, remain human. Weaknesses due to habits we can change. Every time I hit the elevator call button on automatic, remembering a moment later that I gave up on it. I used to always postpone hiccups on workout days, citing a separate "leg day", but now that day is every day! ? Weaknesses be, and you get up and go. April is sure to be in beautiful and bright colors.

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