Talk and listen

A bit of a sad topic, but I won't get ahead of myself. Suddenly now one thought after another is born.... Oh, come on. Gym! Workout!

Back in training, I finally noticed that the boost is really helping me. I'm not getting tired at all like I used to. So today was my second day of cardio in the morning on an empty stomach. Yesterday, I didn't feel those 45 minutes of interval cardio on the #LifeFitness track at all like I did before. To be fair, it was a bit more challenging today... and even so, if I had gotten a good night's sleep, I wouldn't have noticed the fatigue for sure.

And now, after 9 months of literally carrying my potbelly, it's time to "give birth"... Childbirth, as you know, is a hard process and not always very fast. In a few hours, of course, I will not be able to get rid of mine, but I can say from the feelings and the result of the first week that in another 3 weeks I will be able to look at myself in the mirror with less shame and disgust.

The events that have been happening to me over the last 6-7 months are the very desires I've been voicing to fate. Everything, as it seemed to me, is in the right sequence, but I suddenly feel that there is a rather soft place in me, as it turns out... no matter how confident I am in myself. And now I feel that there are stones from under the wheels of my life moving forward.

It's perfectly normal to want more. It's a very healthy and progressive thirst. But wouldn't it be painful to part with your newly acquired? To lose having more is noticeably more, week when you already have nothing. Or am I mistaken?

No! Those aren't rocks... I get it. It's a missing tire. The right rear one... so the higher you go in speed, the more often and harder the body hits the pavement. Although, if you think about it from a technical point of view, the problem could just be compensated for by speed - you need to go even faster. Or am I mistaken again?

It's strange...I've started to remember the past years too often. Although, sometimes I don't have time to attend to domestic matters. As you may have noticed, I'm not even on your feed as I used to be, every day....

Increase the speed? Decrease it to the point where the friction of the hull is least painful? Or... Stop? Shouldn't we just wait a little longer, closing out the wishes being fulfilled, and move on to the next one? It's hard when you can't do something....

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