If this spring is not the birth of something new... common, then it is certainly the birth of something new in oneself! If desire is not enough, then the desired is achieved by any means, colors and connections.
There are plenty of cloudy days also because of the weather, which you usually “order” only upon request… 😉
You shouldn't paint your everyday life in gray on your own. And when filling your life with these very colors, you shouldn't pour everything out at once on the canvas... you won't get a picture. There will be "mess" from which you can only mold something shapeless.
We often want everything at once. And the times are such that we manage to do little and value it very much (though not everything). Only if slowly and with soul... can we create something, getting maximum pleasure from every step, action, word, answer... Tomorrow! Will be!
I didn't even know that there were apple trees in Murmansk.