Flashbacks to a past life

I notice that there are too few events in my life lately. A kind of flashback... when I remember with pain on my soul the days lived, when even to remember ours: no warmth, no love, no smile, no body, no knowledge, no emotions... Nothing! It's like a piece of life cut out.

That's when I said: "home is only for sleeping." And now I can't find the strength to pull myself together and give meaning to my everyday life. It's time, after all! Life is too short.... even insta reminded me of that just today.

Even though the photo is a bit archival, it reminded me of how fast time flies. Back then ± I was taking a photo of snow in June under the sun. And today I think about the fact that frost is coming and the ground will be covered with the first crust of ice. Everything around me will be the same color again... It makes me sad for some reason.

Nevertheless, there are at least two sources of inspiration for the coming winter. And I'm going to start getting used to them this week. Hooray! © "Embrace a few winters ahead" - as a line from one of the poems I have published in my #VideoVstich feed.

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