Seeing your goals, making not some, but concrete plans, sticking to the rules and striving for an ideal future, where everything is flawless and the way, like, you wanted: there is no envy, anger, cheating, betrayals; there is faith in you, respect, care, care and complete comfort... You suddenly go out abruptly.
I told my soul:
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"Take your time, because you can't go in there."
I didn't listen, I got it,
In your trap, luring me in.
I told her: "You can't,
Better stop right away.
You will only increase your pain....".
But she just kept going up.
I said to my soul, "That's enough,
It's easier to swim with the current."
And in return, my soul is at peace:
"Then what do I live for?!"
She said to her: "You're playing with fire...
I'll lock you out of harm's way!"
And she's like, "You know how it is:
Without love, I'm going to die anyway..."
It is easier to go with the flow... but once you know the best, the tastiest and the things that touch your heart and soul, you will not want anything else. In my opinion, in a different situation a person starts to eat himself. Perhaps the sweetness that was once with him and remained in him... but alas, very soon exhaustion sets in.
The soul does not get tired of work, radiating passion and love. It is for this reason that it is so reluctant to change its "job" for an easier one, where it does not need the strength and perseverance it used to have. What does she have to live for? This question can only be answered by your mom.
Some layers of life are incredibly strongly linked by direct dependence on others that may not even be next to each other... and to keep this tower of life in balance you have to be so careful with each of its layers, because a crack in one of them can be a fatal collapse of the whole tower, even when, years, decades later, many new very valuable and important layers have appeared... above.
Don't miss a crack in the layer responsible for love. It must be the strongest and truest. And, before it is too late, strengthen it with threads of rhenium, replace the layer, but... it is on it that you can install new ones - when it will be even easier to swim on such a current.