Dependence and development

No, not history... I understand that I have fallen into some kind of dependence on the "new". Deviant behavior alarms me and there are already mental prerequisites for turning to a specialist. Dependence, need, thirst and craving to learn and understand. I really want to understand the sources, reasons for everything that can be in this life. A person with his views, values, principles and dogmas is interesting... And no! You don't need to become a psychologist, then stop feeling, and start typing these very people. A person is a unique creation.

Not only understanding, but to a greater extent knowledge, the definition of which is closely connected with a maxim like: “the less you know, the better you sleep”, evokes a certain amphiboly inside me – and maybe all this is really unnecessary. It’s easier that way! And easier, in turn, is more boring. For me, knowledge and new emotions are, first of all, a breeding. Yes, yes, that’s how I relax and entertain myself.

The idiosyncrasy that occurs in my body (without visible reactions yet) to some judgments and formulations of people, to a greater and greater extent, with greater speed, makes it possible to make a decision about the impossibility of specific prospects for development with a person. Now I am #For Myself... Despite the fact that I was once convinced of the absolute reality of prospects... +3-5 years of life give understanding and exclude risks in order to avoid compromises.

New place! An estate where you can discuss dozens of the deepest topics while walking, summing up the discussions. A huge space away from roads and crowd noise. Still, nature has a special power.

And yes, I remember about “one level”… Wanting more and more steps, I change the distance. “You should be dumber, so that the cogs of the gears finally get into the chain.” Equivocation? I don’t think so… and if this is interpreted as a simulation… after all, someone has been living with this for decades. Should I try?

#Moskow #Moscow #MSK

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