Order. A few years ago, having left the emotional "swings", I understood the value of emotional comfort and ease. Fears of possible rigidity somehow prevented me from fully enjoying comfort and ease. I want to know and be sure of only one important thing for sure, without doubts and worries, thoughts and analysis. The key point has been found and there are examples of this.
It is very stupid to doubt others, especially to blame when you yourself do not have a clear position. I have always had a problem with self-esteem. Only here natively in me there is no self-interest, which contradicts my type. Filter, prism, gasket... yes, whatever, only through I get that very comfort and ease.
Is a person a whole, a complete or a puzzle: in the details, where each has its own shape and color? I am increasingly beginning to appreciate the harmony within myself. More and more often a smile! If coffee before bed calms me down, then nature gives me air and strength, collecting into a single, whole. And, perhaps, it is worth paying attention to each of your puzzles, putting your body, mind and soul in order.